To Breathe Another Day

Welcome to my blog. There are many reasons I am starting to blog : to connect with others, to , hopefully, help others who are struggling with health or life in general, and to get some help with accountability. I have to accept what I can't change and be held accountable for what I need to do to live. If I say I am going to do something, ask me if I am doing it. Really, ask me. I want your feedback. I want to live and be as healthy as I can be.

Monday, July 9, 2012

I'm so bored!  I haven't felt like doing anything in my craftroom because I've been sick, so I've have just been sitting on my couch drawing and facebooking. It's easy to draw because I can sit with my feet up and not move around too much.  Mom is out of town.  That is a big reason for my boredom.  We always have a routine for the evenings.   I miss her.  It feels weird being here alone.  Mac is here, but he stays in his cave and garage all day and evening, so I feel like I'm on my own.  Actually I feel like a teenager wondering what exciting things I can do while she's away, but the excitement stops there because I've gotton pretty boring in my "old" age. lol  Seriously, I like feeling like I'm on my own every once in a while.  I'm 41 yrs. old and I live with my parents.  I like staying with them but I also feel like I'm missing out on having my own place with my own belongings, and my own rules.  I never have the desire to walk around naked, but if I had my own place I could.  Just a thought.  One day, who knows, maybe I'll be well and live whereever I want.  If I could live whereever I wanted I would live close to my parents. That's funny and cool that I just realized that.  Next time I get winey about not having my own place, I'll just remind myself of this conversation.  There is a reason for everything.  Nothing happens by accident.  I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be until God moves me to where he wants me at that moment in time.


1. grateful for a good cozy place to live
2. grateful for my aunt kim
3. grateful for Tyler, little boy who spends time with me
4. grateful for the rain
5. grateful God is in control

Thanx for reading!

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